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Been thinking lately. I was wondering if I did make a correct decision by forsaking the overseas education. Everytime I see a person getting to/off school and everytime I hear someone talking about school, I just sit there and stone, thinking of why am I stranded with no school and possibly, none in future. Sometimes, it hurts so much it sucks. Even my mum is taking up a course still at her age.

I do blame myself for times, for not having the courage to start anew, for not having the perseverance to endure and perhaps afraid that something might screw up again with processes.

Despite reassuring myself that I made the correct decision, seeing I kept my family, friends , boyfriend and familiarity : I can't help feeling a little regretful. I would never be able to be a veterinarian.

Life sucks a little currently but I can't have the best of both worlds, right?

GENTING TRIP IS MAKING ME COME.

6 very happy people(Lance, Dino, YuQian, QiQin, Yulin and me) is going away to Genting at 6.30 in the morning of 20th December! We will be there for 3 days and I AM SO EXCITEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! (:

I've already chosen my favourite pyjamas to pack.

MAKEOVER/STEAMBOAT/MOVIE.

Met up with Jamie and went to yuqian's house. Jamie curled my hair, did my make-up and everything was perfect till the lipstick part. I look like a tranny seriously, Dino did pacify me however, by telling me I have the 'lao ban niang' look.

Met up with bf later and 5 of us went to eat steamboat at Bugis. Thank god it wasn't tiantian. Tiantian is just so overrated and they seldom refill crabs which sucks cause I'm a crab person. We ate like TONS of food. I bet Dino felt helpless as the rest of us continued binge-eating when he was full. LMAO, he eats sooooo little! Need training sessions with us more often.

Caught a midnight movie afterwards at The Cathay. Paranormal activity was not bad, really spooked cause they have so much spooky scenes. & DINO SCREAMED(shouted)! which was funny.

*Jamie is really really good at curling hair and eye meke-up.